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Notice
03:23
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Disgusted feeling, obstructed, roaring internal pain, crumbling shell of a human, cold sweat takes hold of my body, stomach swelling up with nothing, constipated, can barely move, comatose am I dreaming? Bleakest visions, culled from anguish, something horribly wrong in me, unable to fathom that I may die here, I may die in vain. Notice. Anguish.
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Diagnosis
03:26
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Basking in self pity, pain, and a hospital bed. Morphine stream hard lined in, one drip, one drip... Each one intensifies the nausea, until at capacity, until bursting at the throat. The diagnosis is Diverticulitis.
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Schedule
03:15
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Exacerbated, drawn out, stuck fragments, causing my demise. When can this all cease?
No Expulsion
No Dilution
No Optimism
No Communication
One call after another, repetitive trips out.
With all the toils of work, constant compressing
24 hour fast, magnesium citrate
Bursting out from below
Anesthetics take hold.
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Laproscopic
Bowel
Resection
Dr. Wasson
Grab the scapel
Cut him
Insert the scope
Deep inside
Switch the light
And push until you see it
Searching for a broken vessel
Blocked and scarred
Rotting entrails
No release
Cut it out
Slice it away
Remove the pain
It's a delicate game
Stitching flesh to flesh
Making sure the ends meet
Pull the fabric of skin
Over the wound
Until it stops the bleeding
21 staples later
The stomach takes its shape
The room is filled with rot
From when it was agape
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5. |
Five Days
04:47
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Clinging to comatose, everlasting taste of metal, uncomfortable light erodes, now true horror can unfold, constant vomiting, staples ready to escape, with each convulsion G.I. tube put in, while conscious.
No food No water No ice only tears,
Pleading for something, anything. Anal expulsion of blood since I've woke, no nightmare here, only harsh reality. Empty of black, sand-like bile, absent of serotonin and a quart of blood. Catheter extracted with great relief. Can finally eat, drink, and live again.
Choking. Dying.
Becoming one
through piercing pain
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